I'm empty inside.
Hollow.
I can vividly picture what
A big boy.
A big smile.
A little truck and some cars.
Happiness and love.
A loud home.
A grateful mama.
Instead, it's silence.
It's sadness.
It's empty.
Nine months. Far too long, but only the beginning.
A one-year birthday party that will never happen, followed by a 2 and 3 and 10.
Pictures of a baby who will never grow past 35 weeks and 4 hours old.
Endless love and an endless desire for a different outcome.
Dreams that will never come true.
I miss you, my little man <3
*See Bryan's post here.
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