I love you up to the moon,
and I love you big as the sky.
You'll always be my little man,
I love you the best a mama can.
I couldn't sleep much last night, so I slept in today. I was sad and grumpy when I woke up.
But instead of moping around, I decided to try to make today as nice as possible for us. Since I couldn't take Samuel to Bryan's office to bring him balloons like I would have, I decided I would do the next best thing.
A few weeks ago, we ordered ourselves some super cute shirts with Samuel on them. Mine is on the left and Bryan's in on the right.
I got us both some Starbucks (buy 1 get 1 free!) and headed to his office. He was very surprised and happy to see me!
No, it wasn't how it should have been, but it was what I could do. I'm glad I did it. (Plus, he said he was the only guy to get anything delivered).
He surprised me with a dozen beautiful roses when he got home. He opened his cards and gifts from me and Samuel, and then I opened his gifts for me. He got me some truffle chocolates and an amazingly thoughtful ring that says Samuel. It's perfect.
Now I have a visual reminder of my two loves; one on each hand! I have such an amazing husband and I love him dearly.
We had a yummy dinner (I even made cheese fondue for starters and chocolate mousse for dessert). I'm glad we had a nice evening together. I'm very sad Samuel is not here for love and hugs and kisses.
We miss him so much.